I was just thinking

If I did that one thing, that one tiny thing, I think my life would be completely different. I'm completely happy with my life as of now, but I still wonder how it would have been if I did do it........hhmmmmmmm.

A state of mind, a good thoght to carry

everything has changed because we've changed them
and will always be different depending of how we are looking at them
we're all grown up now, we know how much we have changed our lives
there's nothing to be fix if we dont even know the problems
the problem is among ourselves

we were blinded on how people told us how to think,
how to act, and how to judge
like a microchip telling you what to do
you dont even notice it's underneath your very heart
they would buy you for friendship
they would come for company
and everything you own end up owning you

those who have stayed longer than u had notice
those who are still wise enough to apologize
are those who always put a faith in you

im ready to conquer the world
a world of my own, hidden below my deepest thought
a world of thought that always been haunting me
a world of ambition, not hatred
a world of changes and chances
a world of hopes, not dreams
not just joy, tears nor fear
beyond that, there's a ghost waiting to be rejuvinate
this soul will someday conquer all my fear
and balance my joy and tears to maintain a head-straight everytime i pass thru

everything has an end, and you could start over anytime

im telling you the truth, there is no lie
not just a copy-pasted words that has no meaning
this came from my very heart
it's time to prove a better qualities of ourselves
take a look around, other places
we are young, and someday we'll get old
someday you will have a family to feed
and kids that will look up to you
so grow up
forget envy
it has been corrupting you this many years.

Date Night

I wear this shirt like you know when
can’t believe it’s date night all over again
soaked my body with a nice bath foam
just in case tonight we’ll get some

Do you know what keeps me waiting?
I just can’t resist those eyes
do you know what keeps me wanting more?
your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile

Im just a man and not a knight
yea when there’s nothing left to fight
im just a man and not knight
don’t wanna sleep alone tonight

Watching cars go by, sitting by the porch
wishing one of them was yours
and when you feel the room’s too cold
just dim the lights and im all yours

Do you know what keeps me waiting?
I just can’t resist those eyes
do you know what keeps me wanting more?
your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile

Im just a man and not a knight
yea when there’s nothing left to fight
im just a man and not knight
don’t wanna sleep alone tonight

One day dear,
you’ll understand,
it’s not the sleep that keeps me dreaming
it’s always you that keeps me dreaming